i m sitting on my bed.. thinking bout myself..
hurmm.. i don noe wat i want in my life really..
i been thinking all nyte.. am i too kind with other people
until i don even care bout myself..

and i m crying.. y dis thing hapen to me..
sumtime.. i feel like nobody loves me..
but i noe.. mayb.. my mom the only one who love me..

i luv u mom..

sumtime.. i thinking bout ending my life..
so perharps i’ll be happy after life..
its just too good to be true..

i hope, sumday, i’ll meet sumbody.. who noe wat i really felt..
i noe nobody will ever care to read this fucking depression luahan hati..
but i dont care..bcoz i noe it already..

god.. plz… take my life..
kill me now…kill me now.. kill me now..
kill me..